A woman who shares regret for motherhood, goes viral

The real sacrifice of motherhood is the biggest thing that Sabrina realized. “My body sacrifices, the pattern of my life, my mental health, my professional life, and my relationships with friends and family. My life will be different, but my friendship changes, the dynamics of my relationship with my family changed, so that my desire for my career in the field of health care has changed.

“But when I saw my five -pound child in my hands, everything has changed. There is no longer anything of this. I think many women can sympathize with this identity crisis. Society, especially other women, just want you to feel anything not grateful because “children are a blessing”, and I was lucky because I have a healthy child – which I am I am GM. But I am also deeply sad. I am saddened by my old, my old freedom; I am sad for the girl who had such a strong identity because she is now not strong. I am slowly rebuilt, and it is definitely a process that has no careful path. But all these feelings can be correct at the same time, and I think this is what people fail to understand. Nothing white and black. “

Sabrina also could not prepare herself how Harley often loves. “It is scary how much I love because there is nothing that I will not do to protect it. This aspect of motherhood feels almost animals. I knew I would love her, but I never understood to any degree. “She added, what is the most exhausting me in motherhood is that it does not stop. Even if it is in my mother’s house, on this day, I think about it, I wonder whether she misses me, and she is fulfilled a lot. I am.T does not end. There is nothing like registration even when I get an actual physical break, my mind never does so. It can be stressful. “